You know how you're that far down, things can only get better? I think I'm still down there... but I do know it will start to get better. I mean, it can ONLY get better, right? Hopefully.
I've been complaining... A LOT. And I think God's getting tired of my complaints. And so He flashes His "STOP IT, PAM" hand signs in the forms of friends and preachers. I'm very grateful that He sends people my way to tell me when I'm not going the right way, He sends stop signs to help me get back on track, He speaks to me through sermons (well, considering how they're so spot-on, God's technically YELLING at me to STOP). I'm thankful because it means He hasn't given up on me. He hears me, He understands, He knows where I'm at, He Loves me enough to orchestrate these events and people together, just to SHOW me that He' s still here with me. He's awesome.
So here's to Pam: WAKE UP. WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP!
And here's to my friends who came to speak to me: Thank You.
Here's to Him: I Love You... and it will never be enough. :)
I see You hanging there, bloodstained
And freedom in your hands
I see amazing Grace, I need
Compassion on your face
Now that I see You, I know
Your Love commands my soul
Now that I know You, I see
There's no one else for me
